Obsession

I have an obsession with my hair. I want it long, I want it short, I want it dark, I want it highlighted, I want it straight, I want it curly...but the clincher? I only want what I don't currently have. Which means, it's that time of year (happens quarterly I believe) where I think I want to cut my hair. I haven't had a true hair cut (more than a trim) since 2004. I cut it pretty short then...so short that a ponytail was no longer possible. About 3 days later, I paid $500 to have extensions braided into my hair. And I have not had short hair since. I did manage to take out the extensions about 2 years ago so at least I'm not still crazy enough to pay that maintenance. Even though I logically know that the last time I cut my hair, I HATED IT...I still think, hmmm, maybe this time will be different and I'll love it! I guess I just feel like I need a change.

Pros
*less hair to wash, dry and style
*a change!
*less hair for Samara to pull

Cons
*it could look awful
*change can be bad
*I might feel dumpy and unattractive without long hair
*I don't have a hairdresser I love so I would be taking a stab in the dark for a good cut
*I'm fairly certain that as soon as I cut it, I will wish it was long again

Will I or won't I?!