Thursday, September 30, 2010

So Hard

This week was So Hard. Those words deserve capitals. And I know the week isn't over yet. But, for me, the hardest part will be over because tonight Shawn comes home.

Shawn out of town for work + Samara being sick - any help = ME*

*Tired, still sick, cranky, out of patience, depressed and lonely mom who feels like she has failed at parenting alone, failed her daughter and failed her husband.

Right now I really miss Shawn. And Samara being healthy. And family. And friends. Right now I really hate being in Lethbridge.

Maybe this post is a bit too honest. But it's real life so I'm publishing it...

3 comments:

CanadianMama said...

I've felt like that every time my husband has gone out of town this pregnancy (which has been a lot lately). It's lonely and depressing and SO HARD!!

Big Hugs!!

llisa said...

We love you Tash and we'll see you in just over a month!

For the Love of Naps - Sarah said...

Being the sole parent for an extended period of time is tough. Plus, I never sleep well when my husband is away...so I end up being tired and cranky with the kids. Glad he got home, since I am reading this a day or two late.